appealing

The Maynard
Spring 2018

Elisabeth Murawski
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Estela

She’s old as Sarah in the Bible
when X-rays detect
a long dead fetus in her body.

Decades she was home
to this clump of bones and flesh
of their flesh. Surgery’s

risky. She must carry on aware
her womb’s a funeral urn,
that she’s a walking grave.

She begs her husband’s ghost
to find our baby’s soul.
Surely, a fetus has one?

Barren sixty years. She laughs
the punishing laugh
of the childless. She is never

without the ache. At night
it pokes her awake
like an infant’s foot.